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i was going to
I so gung ho want to update but then I took too long with my photos and the website logged me out.
malas sudah.
That was a really long shower that I had
So here I am back from my 20 day shower to finally update my blog.
I forgot bah, Honest!
So please find below *ehem what I have been up to.
Have you been blinded yet?
More photos to come...
p/s that photo is me kicking Shermaynes ass in Wii.
*chuckles...ownage.
HAppy Chinese New Year!
You all, must eat all the chinese food, kuih and drinks. Don't forget to collect as much ang pau as you can and then look up in the sky and say
"kesian si Audrey, bagus sia hantar dia sia punya ang pau kan"
Shermayne
Happy belated birthday you dork!
You definitely do not act like a kid. Your a woman who knows how to laugh and enjoy the simplest things in life.
May life bring you more joy and happiness than what you have now. But if it does bring despair, may you have the strenght to carry on like the dork that you are.
Happy belated Birthday 
Pressie next week I keep forgetting to bring it.
2008
I'm lagging as usual la. This is an entry that people usually write and blog about when its end of the year, before and after the new year. But I never had the urge to do so untill now.
So 2008 is here and in the chinese calendar it is the year of the rat. I do feel like it's gonna be one hell of a year for me. Not because I was born in the year of the rat but because I am going to make it so. Alot of things in the pipeline. I don't know whether even half of it will be accomplished but i'm definitely gonna try.
I feel as if i am destined for bigger things in my life. I don't mean in the 'become famous and rich' type of things. More like my life is heading where I want it to. I finally KNOW what I want, have the guts to decline what I don't want and just not settle for second best.
"I want to live and not just exist!" i'm stealing this from Oscar Wilde which i read from a womans magazine no less!
Time is passing by too quickly now, I feel as if i have the opporturnity to mould myself and my surroundings to what I want it to be. It will definitely not be a perfect place but it will be a place that I made for myself.
I'm part of that generation that wants to make it BIG before their 30's and damn those who will stop me.
I thought I wanted to live an exciting life before I grew old and thought I had all the time to do it. But heck, now I feel like why don't I do it now? Why don't I plan for it now and see how it goes?
So here I am, planning, waiting, wondering and having a humongous headache!
But I know it's all worth it and if it isn't, as cliche as this sounds at least I tried my best. That's all I have within myself to give to myself.
I have this feeling inside me that is gnawing at me and making me feel impatient and excited. Energy in me with no direction making me grumpy and annoyed half the time.
It's like foreplay with no end in sight. You know it's good now but if you go at it too long the anticipation starts to drag. With no end in sight you start to settle for less, you just want it to end.
I don't want my youthful enthuasism to life to just die out with reality pushing in making me just another robotic mess in this world.
When something good becomes a drag that's when life just becomes a word. Living is just you waking up, eat, sleep and work.
That's why I have to do this, before I too join the automatons.
I owe it to the future me and the me that was 10 years old writing in her diary saying "i'm gonna be so many things in life, i'm not sure what it is but i'm gonna have fun finding out!"
I hope that I am not reading this two years later and say "yeah right! what a load of bull."
Till Then