Work today ( I work part time, on and off at a Malaysian Kiwi owned restaurant and Diandra is my boss), sucked balls.
For some reason the new kitchen stuff makes me want to scream and the duty manager today was....annoying the feck out of me. She was nice and hardworking and all but man she just priorities the wrong things. There I was up to my eyeballs with customers and she's stuck in the back doing the dishes. I had a problem with one of the customers cards so she came up to help, so there I was thinking "k, since she has this covered I'll go serve the other customers".
There I am running around like a headless chicken and she shouts my name telling me to finish what I started cause she doesn't know where I'm at with the cashier.
I'm like @_@!!! I'm so pissed that I stand in front of the cashier and go "Why? It's not that difficult". She stomps back into the kitchen and then comes back and helps me with the rest asking the other patrons if they are paying with eftpos and that they should go to her.
Adakah -_-''
The head chef acts as if he fucking owns the place. Plus he and his kuncu laughs at me for no apparent reason. I tell you...just because I don't grovel and obey his every farking command he goes on a power trip to show who is more superior. When he did that I just look at him and his monkey and made a 'are u a retard?' face.
Reading this once more makes me sound like a spoiled brat. Well in a way I am. I was spoiled by the previous staff. They were nice and they were on top of things. I did my part and they did theirs. I don't know what else to say la. I wrote to Diandra today to tender my resignation. I need the money but man I'd rather leave with somewhat cordial civility before I act hasty and make it uncomfortable for everybody else plus since Diandra was the one who hired me, I don't want to make her look bad.
Till then.
"A friend is someone with whom you dare to be yourself" Frank Cane.
Thanks Cyn, you made my day and made me feel that sometimes all I gotta do is chill and be what I can be.
Begitu lama ku berasa runsing, hanya sekarang ku sedar.
Till Then
Job hunting again! The tally for now is 19 rejections and 4 acceptance BUT still no job. I need money!
Ahh please work god give me a job that will give me endless moolah OR super duper cannot believe it benefits.
Something to keep me warm as winter comes with a vengeance.
Till Then
She said, "What language is this....you are turning too much like th maories
over there....where rudeness is part of the culture...which is not very
amusing....just be yourself and no need to be too westernized.....Asian
culture is so much better."
I agree with her however I wish I was who I am now at high school. Then I could have kicked some asian bitches ass.
Till Then


You are a DeepBlue Squiggle.
You are creative, witty and impulsive. You are spontaneous and fun, always looking to the future, however, you are not always very dependable and have been known to drive your colleagues crazy. You are easily distracted and need to learn to focus on tasks and see them through to their conclusion.
I disagreed so I got this

The results suggest you are a Deep Blue Square.
When asked to name their shape squares are often reluctant to select the square as their symbol. However, they invariably recognise themselves in the description of a square.
Squares like order; they are organised, logical, analytical and task-orientated. You have a high degree of perfectionism, but you are also sure-footed and self-confident. When you are given a job to do you will always see it through to its conclusion.
As your shape suggests, you are straightforward and honest; you can be trusted both at work and at play. You are loyal and dependable, and always a committed friend and partner. You probably find that people come to you for help, particularly on a practical rather than an emotional level.
Squares tend to be left-brained, tactical thinkers. You make notes and lists, but often get bogged down by too much information and this hampers your ability to make decisions. In life, you are invariably striving towards something quite specific and you might have more fun if you could manage a bit more spontaneity. Try taking a few risks and make some spur of the moment decisions. You could be surprised how much fun you’ll have – particularly if your partner is a triangle or a squiggle.
Your colour is deep blue. This is the colour that denotes great strength of character and which exaggerates the traits of any personality shape. Deep blue suggests integrity and maturity, but it is also a colour that may conceal hidden depths, often making you appear a bit of a dark horse. We imagine that you are in pretty good shape and that you take good care of your health and wellbeing.
Correct ah guys?