I realise that this blog is starting to mold
Bear with me, let me get through my exams and my bands performance next saturday and I will bombard this blog with photos. Other than that I have nothign else to blog about...
Hey wait a minute,
* a whole lot of clicking happens here.
TA DAAA!!!! Mei's tagged has finally come around:P (k lame-ass alert)
1. full name: I will PAwn YOUR ASS
2. name backwards: Pawnager of the first degree
3. Were you named after someone: I doubt it.
4. meaning of name: Leet DOTA PLAYER who will kick your noob ass cause she too leet.
5. nickname: P.A.W.N
6. screen name: Msaudreyc
7. D.O.B:eh? njo need la
8. place of birth: Kota Kinabalu
9. nationality: Malaysian
10. current location: Auckland, Aotearoa
11. star sign: Virgo
12. religion: I'm a pagan untill my ma ask me then I will say Catholic
13. height: 168 cm
14. weight: 60kg++ i'm not sure ya, cause after all those dunkin donuts it could be more
15. shoe size: 8 or 9
Big feet I know, all the more to PAWN YA.
16. hair colour: it depends, is this under sunlight or not?
17. eye colour: Depends on mood it can get pretty red
18. who do you look like: My ma cause she so hawt!
19. innie or outtie: wtf does this question mean?
20. leftie or rightie: It depends what sort of *exercise I'm doing
21. gay, straight, bi or others: I like watching bestiality so does this mean I'm others?
22. best friend : NOne..oh wait...hmm.....the china girl and that girl in KL who makes jewelry
23. best friend you trust most: uh? you know this is so high school
24. favourite pals: none
25. best friend of opposite sex: my dota mates, cause their real men!
26. best buddies: a high school question again
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: I'm a domsticated goddess (guffaws)
28. crush: You knnow that hairy dude in school of rumble is notbad otherwise give me the hero from devil may cry
29. parents: have been there for me all my life I don't know whow to thank them or repay them.
30. worst enemy: Capitalism heck...myself.
31. favourite online guy: .........miao and my boss
32. favourite online girl: Christine (cause she so hyper she shakes up the computer) &mei cause she's th eonly one who actually laughes at my jokes
33. craziest friend:eh havent met one yet.
34. advice friend: none.
36. person you cry with: My boyfriend
37. any sisters: 1 and i hate her cause she got big T8tt**s.
38. any brothers: 1, he looks like a pilak
39. any pets: all dead
40. any disease: eat too much..wait a minute is that a disease?
41. pagers: None
42. personal phone line: nope
43. cell phone: to not appear more geeky than i am i shall refrain from answering these ques.....SONY ERICSSON it has this super duper control....ya...i shall refrain! REFRAIN!
45. pool or hot tub: eh? They mgith ask what's my favorite position next????
46. a car: None, I don't need one cause i Have a personal chauffeure, YEAH BABY!
47. your personality: ah... alot of people don't like me and I guess that says alot.
48. driving: ?????
49. room: like a cyclone just passed by.
50. what’s missing: money, my long lost figure and ability to swear all the time.
51. school: AU of the bloody T
52. bed colour: no comment.
53. relationship with parents: I'm scared of my ma and i try to walk all over my da
54. believe in yourself: sometimes
55. believe in love at first sight:I tend to agree with Mei on this
56. good listener: nope
57. get along well with parents:......Mei ur tagging is otracious
58. save email conversations:it depends
59. pray: sometimes
60. believe in reincarnation: nope
MEI SO LONG WAN AH YOUR THING TO ASNWER!!!
I am breaking it up into parts!
TIll Then
I had my last exam yesterday and I have to say it went well considering the botched up preparations I made for it.
Bwaahhaahahahahahahah!!! I'm happy but feeling crappy as (in case you needed to know) my ass feels like it's on fire and toilet bowl uis becoming much too intimate with me.
Too much yummy sambal can get things fiery!
BWahahahahahahahahaha
ok.
Till Then
Everytime, I want to update this blog...nothing comes to mind.
I have no toilet incidents to re-tell, no ex gf rage to prat about and no drunk friends photos to post up.
I would spout philosophical ideas and what not, but we all know that me being philosophical is just a poor attempt at potraying a side that I might not have but wish to have in order to show the world that I am indeed more than just a mass jumble of swear words, party pictures and dota. No, no, there is more to me than that. You see, I wanted to write about other more important stuff like Saddam getting the hangmans noose, how life is but a vicious cycle of war, death and revenge, how sad it is that Malaysia is so bad now that women are afraid to walk from their car to their home much less the streets, how sex education is important for kids but no one is listening thus we have 11 year old girls giving blow jobs to their 12 year old partners, how incest is rampant and nothing much is done about it, how young lawyers are no longer idealistic and see the law as a cash cow to maximise profits, all their ideals down the drain all their dreams gone, to fight for the right to speak not to fight for the write to earn more money, how the catch word is BE REALISTIC THIS IS HOW IT IS. I want to write about how this is not how it is but how we made it so, our reality has been contorted to fit others to exploit the weak. We are in this for so long that it has become the norm. But no, in stead I want to prat about myself and how I try to write about such things and sound as if I care but really all I care is how to maximise tinkers ult so that I can pawn my sabah boys ass when I get back.
Yeah, nothing to write about. All the time.
You know when I was in form 3 I went to my principal to ask her to give us girls sex education. I was fed up with how my classmates were slowly dissapearing, how my seniors were no longer coming to school. When I questioned this I found out that they were getting married or having children so they couldn't be in school.
You know what my principal told me when I ask her to provide for us. She said it was those girls fault that they were in the predicament that they were in and it was not the responsibility of anyone but themselves and their parents.
High school was our second home, teachers were our parents, for some of us we spent more time at school than at home. Who better to teach us about safe sex than teachers?
She said that by teaching safe sex we would be condoning them having sex. "Well whether we like it or not they would still be having sex and I thin it would benefit everybody if we educate them to at least do it safely." I countered.
"no absolutely not, now please leave as I have alot of things to get done today."
........
"yes, teacher".
Till Then
I would train to be a medic.
Oh gawd, he's been hit, Carry him to safety!
Medic! Medic! Medic!
Tonight is my band's fundraising do, and thank you so much to those who have bought a ticket, I hope you enjoy yourself.
I'm in charge of ticketing and it is such a hassle to hassle musicians.
If your keen to go there wil be door sales available

Happy birthday baby bro, all the best in your future and I hope less drama and more love from you
To add to this wonderful time of my baby brother haveth been borneth to this day and was made nine months before hand those many many years ago by my horny parents. I declareth that today I ended my 48 hour marathon of 3d Animating Misaki and I have officially ended University!.
This is the first I have not brushed my teeth two days straight and I shall endeavour to never ever do that again. It feels as if my teeth are gonna fall off.
Plans for the end of year and new year? Well, off to Malaysia then back to New Zealand, get a job and get a huge ass loan to pay my other loans. Win lotto and live happily ever after.
Oh, and beget babies, garden a rose garden and have terriers running around destroying them. Ok, am gonna go sleep now my eyes feel as if someone is perpetually pouring salt over it. I look like a wreck...
shaddup.
no stupid "funyn jokes" about how I look no different everyday.
har har har...
I make no sense.
love you bro
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Till Then



















