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HELLLOOOOO!
It's 4.30 in the morning here and I have to wake up in four hours time to go to Rotorua but I thought I should at least post a photo or two of my birthday dinner before I go.
MUAKS.
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Tragic
I never talk about what happens to celebrities and what not as it never made me think much. But last night I heard that Steve Irwin died.
He was attacked by a sting ray who perced it's deadly tail right into his heart and he died from cardiac arrest shortly thereafter.
I remember watching him on telly and talking in his ozzy acent. "g'day mate" "oh what a beauty" "what a beauty!" and he would smile. He would do some crazy shit, harass the deadly animals and then comment on how 'beautiful' they were.
A fellow bnet player was asking why do men like him die early and people who are creating the wars around the world live a long time?
I told him, "when you find the answer let me know"
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Knowledge in a building
I went to visit the museum here in Auckland with my group members as a part of our research for our sci-fi fantasy exihibition pitch. Those who are in Auckland should really go and visit the place.
We loved it! Unfortunately we had only two hours to spare and it wasn't enough to properly go on an adventure in the Museum. I've always disliked museums because I always thought they were spooky and this museum was not any different. However, I really liked the volcano section as it had alot of interactive stuff and even a a lodge that moves around just like how it would be like if a volcano erupted near your house.
The WW2 section was quite a sad place to visit with moving images depicting the warzone and the lives that it took. One particular place I remember was this beautiful hallway which was covered in marble and the walls were inscribed with the names of the New Zealand soldiers who died during the war.
Scary. To be in a war is something I would never want anyone to experience.
If you feel like exploring check this out: Auckland Museum
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Thank you ladies.
Hey hey,
I had my birthday at this expensive French restaurant called St Tropez. Never will I choose an expensive place as my birthday venue anymore as the amount of money we spent as a group could have bought us A GIGANTIC dinner at a simple chinese restaurant. SO ya, lesson learnt.
After dinner we went to Cynthia's pad, so fun that night I tell you with Mei flirting with the waiter (WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA), David, Darren and TX crashing my birthday. To having the lovely Jo bartending for me and my group with another birthday girl Robin coming to play as well. I like.
I also like the fact that Daniel came with Yean, Daniel did a mini Calvin Klein pose and Yean dropped a cold one dollar coin into his briefs. Daniel then took the coin and popped it into DAVID LIU'S mouth. Ya, David lips has touched things where no men has touched before...Daniel's left/right scrotum. Ya BABY NOW THAT IS WHAT I CALL ADVENTUROUS!
The girls were awesomely dressed to the nines, even Jeanette came which was a suprise and I'm glad you did babe. The gifts were blardy awesome. I have my very own Kiasu whistle courtesy of Ying Swan and Shermayne whose birthday card greeting made me sniffle abit. So emo both of you!!!!
Mei gave me a classy g-string. I love her bra wei so S&M. Li Yang got me a cake!!!! Wah you sneaky woman you! Cynthia, Darren, Rachel and MOH got me the whole set of 12 KIngDomS!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I tell you I sad no gifts but when you guys brought them anyway I felt so guilty. Everyone came to the dinner took the time to dress up and then go and get gifts some more. Nice.
The dinner was an opporturnity for me to get to know some people like Jeanette and Christine who had a gorgeous top on. More like a corset and she framed it beautifully with an ye catching necklace. She is also one funny lady. Lucky, blessed and happy I felt that night.
Some porno shots here and there and to be honest it was good to have the boys there. Free entertainment.
After the party we went for a late supper well actually Darren, Christine, MOh and Jo had dinner while I giggled away. I even got to meet Mei's famous prom date , the beautiful Carmen and the now always smiling Daniel.
For more embarassing photos and videos:
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p/s don't worry girls i'll be posting the photos in multiply.
AIyah! CCP!!!!
The holidays is around the corner and of all things to happen I had to FALL SICK!!! some body bring me to HUlu cat and make sayang-sayang me.
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
you feeling better? why you now always online wan?
Audrey Paudrey says:
i'm at work
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
ahhh icic
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
you recovering? is tuesday looking sunshiny or bleak?
Audrey Paudrey says:
bleak
Audrey Paudrey says:
oi vui saw me and she said
Audrey Paudrey says:
i look like shit
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
aiyoo kesiannn... she printing her assg right? just oni finish
Audrey Paudrey says:
ya ya
Audrey Paudrey says:
lol
Audrey Paudrey says:
ha ha ha ha
Audrey Paudrey says:
whare ar eu now?
Audrey Paudrey says:
at work?
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
at work la cant wait...oen more hour then can go back then go to mei's place spa spa
Audrey Paudrey says:
ha ha h ah
Audrey Paudrey says:
i am workign till 6
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
awww nemind laa..tonight can go sleep
Audrey Paudrey says:
ha ha ha ha
Audrey Paudrey says:
ya
Audrey Paudrey says:
sigh i think i am getting th eflu that is why
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
aiyoooo summore say not infectious -_- u should go see doctor (i dunno why i'm telling u dis coz i dont go see doc myself ha ha ha!). but basically a lot of salt water for throat, honey and lemon is very very good, and losanges, and aspirin la i augess
Audrey Paudrey says:
ahh no no
Audrey Paudrey says:
i meant that
Audrey Paudrey says:
from the sore throat
Audrey Paudrey says:
i got cough and thenimmune system down cuase i had fever so now i think i am susceptible to flu now
Audrey Paudrey says:
that is what i meant
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
hahaha denial
Audrey Paudrey says:
i did not get sick by contracting the flu from somebody else
Audrey Paudrey says:
is what i mean
Audrey Paudrey says:
eh wait
Audrey Paudrey says:
the flu i get from someone
Audrey Paudrey says:
but the sore throat wa smy own doing
Audrey Paudrey says:
it's sad but true
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
-_- audrey. ur sick. full stop.
Audrey Paudrey says:
is that not what i have been saying the whole time????
Audrey Paudrey says:
the conversation was How i got sick
Audrey Paudrey says:
now now
Audrey Paudrey says:
please dont go all kiasu on me here
Audrey Paudrey says:
tsk tsk
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
ahahahahahaha
MEiZi BoO :: Snowboarding videos xanga.com/meizi says:
take good care of yourself la. *in my back of my mind i want u to be good by tues!*
Audrey Paudrey says:
ha ha ha
Audrey Paudrey says:
ya
Audrey Paudrey says:
selfish reasons!
Nearing the end and then some.
Another 4 more months and i'm done with the education system. Weird, I'm 22 going on 15. I feel as if i have learned nothing for the past 3 years in uni but have grown so much from the experiences I had with the people I met through AUT.
I was going to write about how hard it was for me to keep secrets and how do we know which secret to keep and which secret to tell? Some secrets should not be kept hidden as it would only make things worse and no one can help. I've kept so many secrets some my own but most of them come from friends who needed a listening ear. How impartial are we? No matter how dangerous it is do we keep it a secret?
Anyhoo, instead of boring you with the confusing thought in my head I thought i should bore you with the more coherent thoughts that I have.
I remember posting entries about friendship and how I sucked at them. Well I still suck at it but I finally have found friends who are willing to let me learn and give me the space I need while helping me get use to the idea of having a close relationship that isn't familial or sexually oriented. Right now I am in the middle of my holidays and I am bored out of my mind but at the same time this has given me ample time to think and get excited over the friendships that I have forged with several individuals.
I am truly grateful of their existence because they have shown me how to truly laugh at myself and not feel self concious about it. Admit that I am wrong even when I know I'm not. Feel free to bitch and gossip and not worry that the person will bitch about me in the same way. Not getting angry on having to justify my actions all the time to people who think it is their right to know. Ahh, I never knew it could be so relaxing and so much hard work. HArd work that I enjoy doing. The emails, the occasional phone calls the impormtu meetings the ffkings. What is good as well is that most of these individuals are chicks. Hot chicks. Intelligent chicks. Opinionated and strong chicks. I love. I love. I LOVE IT!
But with this comes the responsibility of keeping secrets, secrets from each other. I hate it! But what am I to do? I want to tell but I know I shouldn't , it's none of my business but she has to know! Why does she have to know? Cause my head and heart says so. I'm not making any sense. I'm all muddled and clear at the same time.
Sigh.
I don't mind people especially my friends keeping secrets among themselves. But when I think about it am I not upset because they don't really matter to me or have i really matured? ARGH! Why do i think so much? What is the point anyway? ISn't it good enough to just have friends. To have people you can call and chat and have a conversation with? To have friends who always invite you to their parties? to have friends who remember your birthday?
nope, its not enough.
I realised I am girl who shows her feelings alot. I have found out that if i did not show you that I was angry enough to care than that means I didn't care at all in the first place. I feel like fake. So now all that I have was/is a facade. I'm always happy, I'm always smiling, I'm never angry, I'm never depressed and I can never be silent. Otherwise I will lose what I have.
I started out happy and then I go all shitty on myself. I hate holidays. Thay make one think too much,
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