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Bittersweet holiday
For the past two days I have had enough drama to last me well....to
last me for a very long time. If I bottled up this drama and opened it
everytime I felt bored (which happens pretty much all the time) I would
be traumatised each time till I have grand children. This a lot of
drama.
It's not the quantity of drama that makes it so terrible but the fact
that there is actually drama happening in the most suprising places.
People I love are getting hurt.
Both sides.
I can't take a side and I don't want too.
It pain me to see this unravelling for I fear it will unravel to something that might change the dynamics forever.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING???
TALK TO ME.....
please...
Its ok it will get better if not i'll just close my eyes
Hey guys,
Thanks for the word of comfort and emails sent. It's alright, nothing is resolved
yet but at least everyone is triyng their best to accomadate one
another. That is not as good as confronting the matter and settling it
but I guess this things takes time.
To show you that everything is ok for now I got some photos up.
Although, I think imight have to bring down one when my siblings find
out and want to murder me for posting such a photo. lol
chuckles*
I'm afraid
I'm afraid to say I'm bored just in case this is the calm before the
storm. Friends haven't been calling me out much even though they bugged
me like hell in New Zealand to come back and go out with them. This
excludes you Miao since I've already dotaed with you.
Everytime I complain I end up getting tons of invites to yam cha
sessions, the beach, clubbing and gaming. So much so that I am deprived
of sleep and end up being cranky through out my whole holiday.
It's like the saying that it never rains, it pours...or something to that effect.
Why can't it be a balanced thing where I get to meet friends like twice
a week and not feel obliged to go out each time they ask me to sort of
thing.
What am I writing about?
I truly don't know.
All I know is I'm bored.
The weather is HOT! HOT! HOT! with light showers in the evening. My mum
says I complain too much and I've been New Zealandernised.
I say
Yea. Whatever.
Till Then
I went to Bed last night (formerly known as Beach Club) with Royline
and saw my beautiful cousins there. We had so much fun that up to now
officially 12.13pm I still feel like puking my innards out. I think
that is courtesy of Kittys double neat tequila shots. I love her but I
blame my predicament and suffering on her.
Last night , was the all girls night out that I have been anticipating.
It was everything I thought a girls night should be but with extra
helpings of gossip, fashion, men (actually scratch that) boys,boys,boys
and (oooOOOoO) not forgetting, weddings!
I thought of not posting up some photos but I thought what the heck
what fun is it to laugh at myslef when i can have everyone laughing
along with (AT) me.
lol
TIll Then
WHat? WHat? 5 more days! Your shitting me.
5 more days to me officially (well us la I say us) opening our presents
under the very fake xmas tree with the over done bling blings and bad
wrapping paper.
Whats been up, down and all round the lass from Sabah.
Well for one I got my butt kicked in DOTA.
I got stuck in the toilet before getting my butt kicked
Miao and Mike laughed their ass (bastards) off while I could hear Andy telling me what to do.
Me and my family are not very prepared for our xmas competitions
Been busy cleaning the house and being the maid aroudn the house since our maid for a holiday
Had to resist the temptation of eating MacDonalds Oreo flavoured Mc
Flurry everyday cause my jeans cant be buttoned up anymore Wait let me
rephrase that the jeans can't get passed the thunder thighs no more.
I have not yet found which Ancient Royalty I want to be for the costume competition thats happening this xmas.
I have encoutered stupid stupid drivers driving on the unsafe roads of KK.
Saw my ex at church who told me on MSN that I looked "healthy"
Had a brief (tinnieee weeeniee) famiyl breakdown because of my brother and his 5 sizes too big ear holes.
Having this guy call me up every day (once a day) to ask me how I am. I
have no idea how to ask him politely to 'farking get to the point' in
his conversations. My bf thinks he likes me, I just think he's just
bored.
I had a revelation what turning 21 actually means
It means that your parents won't call your phone up 12am shouting at
you through the mobile demanding you go home this very instant
It means that you have conversations with your mum that goes like this:
Mum: Girl why don't you go to Bluenote? They have ladies night and give
free margaritas. You could drink to your hearts content and then puke
outside bushes later
Me: Whoa? Serisouly! OoO but I Don't knwo about the puking though
Mum: WHy not?
(awesome or what?)
Another bonus abotu 21 is that...
well....
thats about it.
BUmmer, aint so cool being 21 after all.
5 more days to christmas and nothing is done yet!
TIll Then
Cocoon
Oi Vui called to tell me that they were going clubbing at the new club
downtown at a place called Cocoon. I didn't feel like going until she
said the magic words "Chee is back".
Woo hoo!
So, I found myself in the red interior of Cocoon with the Pussy
Cat dolls blasting from the speakers. The boys were already there
ordering a bottle of whicky (yuck!).
I stuck to my tequila shots and water cause whicky makes me wanna gag. We spent the night carousing and
just enjoying each others company. Chee was so tipsy that he kept
pinching and touching everybody (men included) but he did look happy
and he kept saying "it's good to be home" and no one disagreed.
I also found out that Rudy is coming back on the 29th and Val is
engaged already and another one is having his engagement party this
26th.Wow.
We went to check out Shenannigans but it wasn't as hot as we liked so
we went for supper and I had a row with Chee now he's called Mr Horny
of 2006 *guffaw*. I had a wonderful time, it's times like this that
makes me hate to leave home.
The party with my DOTA gang.
A
Happy Birthday Imo!
Woke up late this morning, had to rush to Servay to get some last
minute stuff for tonights dig. Everyone is coming over to my place
after church to open their presents! It's going to be a laughter filled
event.
My beautiful cousins came down from Johor with their families to
celebrate xmas with us this year so its an extra special christmas this
year.
We went to celebrate little Imogenes birthday and I wanted to post some
photos of her party with her looking so pretty in her pink dress that
look abit like a Korean attire.
Happy Birthday baby!
